The 'I' in me....

Dunno vats causing it.....its been a couple of days since i made time to meditate & my mind is already in turmoil ....today has been especially bad.... cant describe the feeling xactly but is something on the lines of - im searching for myself & am unable to get anywhere near its vicinity .....i know that its entirely upto me to discover the 'I' in me and i will eventually get around to doin precisely that...but right now, at this very moment, i feel i need answers right away.....

vat do i do?